Dad, it's nearly that time again and it's harder this year. I've lost so much this year and finding it hard to focus on what I still have. I still think of you all the time and how much my kids should have known you, I struggle with the fact that Eryn will hardly know me so I doubt they'll show her pictures of you. Wish I had more faith but I you are in a place you can know about this, remember that you raised your kids as survivors and we are fine.